I got this idea its 30 questions it is from Allison over at
http://projectopenhearts.blogspot.com/ See this post to see more about this whole challenge.
http://projectopenhearts.blogspot.com/2012/09/30-days.html :)
1. List 20 random facts about yourself.
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1. My name is Krystal Dawn, my Aunt Kaye suggested my name. Means beautiful morning. My parents choose a K instead of a C to be different I guess. Lol everyone spells it wrong.
2. I have a husband, his name is Chris. Not the blissful happy amazing marriage I always wanted, but such is life. Not everything is a fairytale.
3. We have 3 pets that I love like my children! Kitten is the oldest he is 10 he is a tuxedo cat. He is the best male cat in the world(dont want to make slinky jealous). Slinky is the middle child, she is 6 & she's a leopard print. She's the strangest cat in the world but I love her none the less. Marley is our border lab. (Border collie/lab mix) she's 2.5yrs old. She has kept out hands full. But is getting better. :) she's growing out of her puppy years.
4. I am the only child. & yes I do wish I had a sibling!
5. My parents were never married. My mother married my ex step dad when I was 2. Broke my dads heart.
6. I don't have a good relationship with my mother. She is an addict and has been my whole life. It has probably affected me in many ways, even in things I haven't addressed to myself yet.
7. My Momow is my hero. She was the most influential person growing up. She loved me and was always there for me. She meant the world to me, I loved her with all my heart, and it was unconditional. She passed away on 9-19-07. I've never been the same since. & never will be. There is a permanent hole in my heart that will always be for her. If it wasn't for her, my life would have probably went a completely different route. I can't even began to explain how much she meant to me. Nobody truly understands. It hurts too bad that I have never been able to talk about it. Therefore I never dealt with it. Because the reality is just too much to take.
8. My aunt Kaye has jumped in momows shoes since we have lost her. She is an amazing aunt. To me she's more than just an aunt, she's a friend and a mother figure. I was always so envious of my cousin for having such amazing parents. Some people don't understand how lucky they are! I loved going to her house as a kid, and even teen and adult. She is just like Momow in many ways. I'm thankful for all she's done for me too.
9. I've always felt out of place in my life. Like I didn't quite fit in.
10. I'm still trying to figure out what my purpose is here on life. I've lost my way this last year and have been trying to find my way back. Back to the person I used to be. It's a long journey but hopefully I will be able to find my way.
11. My dad is a great father to me. I am very lucky to have him. He's always there for me and has such a huge heart for everyone. If anyone needs His help for anything he is always there. & that goes for me too. He would do anything for me and I know it. He is very unique, he's a hippie. But I couldn't imagine him any other way. He always has the most hilarious jokes to tell. Stories of His past. It's amazing to hear the crazy things he says. :) I wish I could spend more time with him but since I've been up here I haven't been able to. I'm very grateful for him.
12. I am not religious at all. Never was. Am I am atheist, HELL no. I call it agnostic. I believe in some things and others I question. But I would never ever tell anyone else they are wrong for their beliefs. I expect the same
In return. :)
13. I stopped going to high school halfway thru 9fh grade. Not because I was into bad things, I just was dealing with some depression. My mother has gone crazy. I was picked on in school for being fat. Even tho I was not. But teenagers are assholes. Lol I received my GED in 2003. & started college soon after. But never finished cause I got a good job. & didn't think it was necessary. I find out now it was a bad mistake.
14. I am obsessed with tv. I have to watch all my shows.One tree hill is my most FAVORITE show. I could just watch the seasons over and over and over......The quotes and storylines sometimes feel like they are mocking my life!
15.. My first car was an 87 grand am. I Loved it haha. Then I got a 91 beretta, then aunt Kaye sold me her 94 beretta z26 I loved that car until I got into an accident and totaled it only a few months after I got it. Then I got a 96 Sebring that I hated! Then 2000 jeep grand Cherokee loved it. Then it was taken back because we believed the mileage was turned back. They then replaced it with another one. Then 4 yeas ago I leased my dream truck an 08 trailblazer SS. I was obsessed with that truck. It's sad that now it looks like we will have to trade it in due to fuel economy can't afford to keep putting gas in it. Going to be hard to let her go. :(
16. I have 2 tattoos. A Chinese symbol for hope on my shoulder blade, & a lower back design. Wish I wouldn't have got them. But who doesn't regret tattoos? Lol
17. I love the beach. Love hearing the waves, love swimming. My dream is to live on the lake up in caseville one day soon! Sweet serenity right there!!!
18. I am Bipolar. Diagnosed at 14. Just like my dad, grandpa, & possibly my mother as well.
19. I I love sleep, but I seriously have a horrible time falling asleep! Insomnia u suck!
20. I've been out of work now for 13 months. Been wanting to get back out there now. About to start a new career adventure. I'm scared, but excited. Wish more people supported me!
Extra/ 21: I keep way too much inside, if something is really upsetting me, most likely I wont tell anyone. I have Trouble showing emotion in front of others.
