Bad decision? Not sure.

Well, this past week has been busy. I decided to trade in my baby truck. 2008 Chevy trailblazer SS, due to horrible fuel economy. Couldn't afford to go anywhere anymore. So I just wanted to LOOK at other options. But 2 days later she was gone and I had leased my new car. I'm really wondering If I made this decision way too quickly. I really like my new car, it has every option imaginable. So updated. My 08 SS had the normal stuff for 08. But here we are what nearly 5 years later. So much has changed. Lol but & I know this is just ridiculous, but the SS gave me the feeling I was worth something. That I accomplished something, now I guess I feel like I've given up. And feel pretty down. I know it's just a car, & I feel ridiculous. But for some reason I felt like I've really made it in life to have my SS ESP at 23 when I got it. & because nobody ever said I could ever afford it. But I made it work. Technically options wise, I have upgraded & price wise they are pretty even brand new. But I feel like I downgraded. How ridiculous is that to feel that way??? Sometimes I just don't understand the way I feel about anything!!!

I need to realize that I can't keep doing things to try and impress people. I need to do what works for me and to only please me! Nobody else!

It's hard because when I was younger I dropped out of high school so I was always told I would never amount to anything and I would never have anything. But I did, I've had everything I've wanted (materialistic wise). But that feeling of having to impress people just needs to go! It doesn't get u anywhere!

Sigh, ok I'm done now. Just needed to get that out. Hoping I can let go of my SS & love my new car that I liked enough on the lot to trade the SS in for it.

Lately I've been feeling like a failure all Around, so I guess this just makes that even worse. :/

Thanks for listening,
Krystal <3

I've attached photos the SS on her beach photoshoot and the only good pic I have so far of the new 2013 car . :)